The Girls Don't Want Me to Go

It's getting to be something of an argument between us, whether or not I should and will go out to California in the coming year. I was pretty excited about the whole thing, thinking of going out for a year or two, but as it seems, with Beth leading the girls, that is not going to be an option. I don't know if I'll find any success out in California. I don't know exactly how much I will have at my disposal, but I still want to go out and live the adventure. Babe was livid with me, and when Babe gets mad she is not to be trifled with, so I guess I have to reconsider my options. What I think now is that maybe I will go out in April for a month or two and say a little goodbye to the road. I can't imagine being through with the journey, and permanently settling in here at home until I am able to move out to my estate, but the truth is that I very much am not looking forward to sleeping on the streets again. As it is, now, I live a very comfortable life making my own work schedule and having sex at all times of the day and night, and the girls get to sneak over sometimes and visit. But I just can't imagine being done with the road. I can't imagine saying goodbye to the adventure. The way I kind of see it, I'm probably going to go out to California for a couple of months, but that won't be my final adventure. I still have to try my luck in New York City before all is said and done. The thing is, if you make it out in Chicago, you're legit. If you make it down in Key West, you're a secret. If you make it out in Seattle, you're a leader. If you make it out in Los Angeles, you're a star. If you make it to New York City, you're a god. So as it goes, I'm legit, I'm a secret, and I'm a leader, but I'm not a star yet and I'm not a god. But seeing as I've produced actual stars and create more than I consume... It is looking like LA and NYC are within reach on the horizon.